17.5.09 8:33 PM
I am in love with you

Every time we touch, I fall deeper into this deep hole of never-ending love.People been getting viruses on their MSNs lately, lots of them. I'm still trying to avoid grafting and homework, but it's inevitable - I got to start this week. I realised that I can only study on school days/nights.
Tuesday, I have a date, yes, a date, with my quite-lovely ex-table partner Sarah Tan :D I wuuurve her, but don't tell her! If not it'll totally bolster her ego! She and her big head... We're going to catch "Angels and Demons"!! I can
HARDLY WAIT! I have this thought of asking ShiX along...but maybe not. She calls me
SSSS and I can't stand it ): Okay, not really. But the way she says it it's like putting a dagger through my heart! My darling ShiX, whatever have I done to you, besides stolen your heart!?


I got this from a Christian site...man...But know what? I'm not really the religious kind. Mummy have tired to sway me towards being a believer but I have...I don't know what I
have, but I just know that I don't believe that when Buddha was born and took his first steps (he took his first step right after he was born!?), flowers blossomed after his every step. And the way Jesus died, for us, it's too unbelievable. When I saw it, I immediately deleted that email - but not until I read the whole thing, absorbing the gory pictures and all.
But when I read Angels and Demons, I was quite...mesmerized.
Okay, enough about this sensitive topic - I remembered the time I told mummy Buddhism was **, she launched into a full fledge talk about how it is so not ********, I wouldn't want that again!
Let's talk about my teeth. Can you believe that I've had my braces for over a year? I can barely wait to take these metal contraptions out of my small,
maybe even delicate, mouth XD Yet, ironically, big mouth. Yes, I DO have a big mouth. That's why, at one period of time, I believed that I was never and will never be a good friend. Depressing days...
I love sister's stilettos (that's what someone told me). I have the urge to wear all black out one day with black make up (no my babies, I have never worn make up out to shop before. Unless you consider lip balm and the really occasional lip gloss...damn sticky I tell you but ohsoSWEET! If I could I'd be sitting down with a good book [my definition of "good book" is apparently being looked down upon by sister and Rati. The power of influence between them...] and simultaneously sqeeuzing the whole tube of lip gloss into my mouth!) Where was I? Oh yes, my selfish wants that bore my few readers...
What else? I want to travel, I want to go to that Science UK trip. I want to fake an accent. I...
should go off now and make my life more meaningful to bear with.
But last night's dinner was more than bearable, it was enjoyable.