21.4.09 6:55 PM
It's the process
I got pictures, but right now my aging phone is lying by me, being charged so that I can continue using - it like a farmer using an old bull to plow the fields.
SYF day, Judgement day. Whatever. It was really fun (: I would never forget it, I think. It's not that memorable but I got to spend it with the people I adore! I was all hyped up and cited for it, even though sister's heels were killing me. I managed to walk with grace and poise...I think. I love those damned heels, enough to give me aching toes. ACHING TOES!! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!? But hey, this is all part of a girl-going-on-to-woman training process (;
Just like our SYF: It's a process. During our performance, my hands were sweating that my jiao bu wasn't sticking much, that my gu zheng was shaking so badly (when I played it) that I couldn't play loud enough. I blame myself for whatever.
No pictures, no Gold with Honours, not even a Gold. What'd we get? A silver, and it's not even worth having a capital s. I am bloody disappointed and embarrassed. But know what? I love 古筝SYF troop 2009. I think we're really, one humongous boobie family! I lovelovelove us, love the time we spent together, loved the time when I was showing you guys my thumb bruise, loved the time when we are all uncooperative, love seeing Liching's beautiful scowl, loveeeeee our performance most of all.
Which, did I happen to mention, I have a video of? Heh...Played it for Deborah and Hui Ju at KFC just now. I watched it with them and had renewed hope (FYI, that was BEFORE we got the results!)
Results was supposed to have bee nout at 2.30pm, apparently we got cheated and had to wait anxiously till 5pm! You guys better not break down again, if not I'll show you more of the Power of my Love!
Thank you supporters for being there for us (: And Natasha for your flower! It's dying, like my phone, by the way.
I hope this is just a cruel joke to us mere mortals.
Liching, I LOVE YOU!*scowlscowlscowlscowl*!