Okay, as I promised, I have changed my blogskin to a Christmas-y theme! Will be adding songs too, MUAHOHO! I love you all~
You're feeling grounded in your personal life and friendships are better than ever.
Haha!
Oh no, something's wrong with your Shirlene.
I am seriously weeping, in my poor little black heart (no it isn't cancer, but do we even get heart cancers? ♥ See, black heart)
I'm onignorez-everyonemood. I miss you though.
I remember whenever you were at the door, you never have the keys with you (I think), so you'd whistle that whistle of yours. To me, it was your trademark ;) Few years back, I heard that whistle. I ran to the door, but found no one there. I asked mummy if she heard you, but she didn't. I suddenly thought of why mummy sent us to live with our aunts when daddy was sick, so I asked her. It was just a few weeks ago. She said it was because... Okay, I forgot. Stupid memory of mine. That's why I don't remember much about daddy. But I remember the dreams: One was me and a few others around your coffin (Lasiyah carrying me, and I was really brave. I wasn't cry!), the other was me and you having breakfast. You were in your usual spot on the dining table on weekends, I was opposite you watching you read the newspapers. I had that dream for a bit then others took over, I wonder why since then I haven't dreamt of daddy.
So I cry and I pray and I beg.
That was emotional but I am not crying, yet. I guess wait till the end of this week. Mimi changed my appointment, as usual. I don't know why now then I realise that she always asks me to change my appointment (time or date, it still pisses me off). I mean, when you make a date for something, you stick to it. Try not to change it. Correct? That's why I dislike going out for lunch dates or whatever with Shermae, but it's always fun going out with Shermae. I love going out with her and Hong Yee. I wish I could go back to 2 Sundays back and stay there forever...Or till I get bored of that day, which I don't think I'd ever!
New songs over write old songs. Sheeesh, I really miss 1/2P.
24 more days to Chritmas 25 more days to Boxing day (WHAM! THUMP! WANK!!) 30 more days to the new year. (This I shall leave out for the time being, it's just too soon~)
Are you all looking forward to Christmas? I so am (: Because this year will be a BLAST! Well, somewhat. NOT because there's Rati and Aunty Bee and Ms Yvonne. Nooo... Because of our partaye~ But nothing's happening yet since Noorul and I haven't even called. Well, I should call her tomorrow maybe (: Yes, tomorrow it is! It's pot luck~ Only problem, for me, is presents...
I would like to take this opportunity to say I Love my Mummy Leong Bee Hoon (she da bomb but she ain't knowin'!), my twin sister Lao Meng who's the Palliest of all Pals and ELFs. I also Lurrbe my eldest sister, Shaweenie, who has my Christmas Present stashed somewhereeee in her pig-sty-of-a-room. (I was guessing earrings or dress, but she just doesn't want to tell or give me! She almost gave it to me just now! Almost...But I'm putting my hopes on...Okay, I want both! She says the one she has now is only HALF the present ;] ) I also want to say I miss my third auntie, she's taking care of that dumb-ass-of-a-baby. I adore my friends, but I really love my wife and kids (Nick, Sally, noorul my homo-shemale-wife!). I love TheGang (Hey! Just nice, 7 letters), yes even Jolene and Nora the Twilight addicts! I Loved 1/2p, now it'll just be memories.
You have just met Emotional Shirlene. Okay, actually I have introduced her in my previous posts quite a few times but today was like...This.
You're so vague you know?
Run Just as fast as I can To the middle of nowhere To the middle of my frustrated fears And I swear...