13.10.08 8:48 PM
COALS!
Tomorrow is our
first BTC (Basic Training Camp). I really cannot wait for it, but the things that I can wait for are the fact that we have to lower ourselves to mere beggars, and that I have to take my own bus home. NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO THOSE. I was complaining to mummy over dinner about the beggar situation, and she actually said it's okay! That sometimes we have to lower our ego to understand. So I fired back, "Understand WHAT?!" And she didn't have an answer. I'm just not used to it! As a performing arts student I JUST AM NOT. So don't mind me if I keep complaining (: Okay, I think I shall only complain to myself and my teddy bears.
Speaking of teddy bears, I always wanted to be a soft toy whenever I was upset. That was when I was younger of course. I always thought that they'd wake up in the middle of the night when I was asleep. So I could never bear to store my toys in my cupboard. Barbie dolls too.
I'm still itchy all over, and I just found out we have to bring our own food. COALS just keeps getting better and more exciting by the minute. I bet you want to be me.
I am just so damn happy. And my mummy is totally like me, struggling to keep that smile.