1.8.08 11:10 PM
Videos (:
So here are the videos I meant to post up! Pray that it can upload...
While it loads, lemme talk about..something...TESTS!
Yeah, they're all finally over. For now. What happened during the week? RECAP:
Tuesday: Um, I really forgot!
Wednesday: Science and History test! We totally mugged like hell, and I was praying so hard that the essay question would be on anti-British feelings. Guess what? IT WAS! I'm sorry Dawn but I was really happy xp (NOTE: THIS IS NOT AN IN-YOUR-FACE SENTENCE!) So I knew so much about the question that I did not know what to do! So I wrote everything I knew out, almost. 2 more minutes and I still have yet to finish up my second cause! (Someone say shit for me, because I am not allowed to?) So I rushed through the Maria Hertogh cause and rushed my conclusion, and both
paragraphs totaled up to 8 lines, take or give (Hey John!). So I reluctantly handed it up, looking at Dawn, Chloe, Noorul and Rachel. They had frowns on their faces too, oh well...Science was not bad, I wrote lots of someone-say-that-word-for-me-again. GZ was awesome! I love my CCA!
Thursday: What happened yesterday? Well, I thought that the English comprehension TA was
quite manageable. Didn't bother to study Lit ):
Friday: But, hey! Literature was manageable too!
Shermae asked, "Do you miss Daddy?"
"Yeah, sometimes."
"Do you wish he was still here?"
"Ya, sometimes."
"Why?"
"Just because..."
"I was thinking, since he was already earning 10k plus now we'd be so rich! Because the pay increases as you grow older..."
"Ya that was what I thought at first but now not so. It's..."
Sad ): I really never got to call him, like Daddy or something. I remember him as a thin-haired man with an awesome smile (I saw it recently in an old photo album. He's so photogenic! I got his smile, some sort.) I'm not crying, I just miss having him here. I think mummy is really sad, losing someone she loves and like...someone who "connects" with her. They don't make the perfect couple - she was fat with big spectacles, he was short with a blinding smile - but hey, they were happy for, what?, 12 years only? Hold on...If he were to be alive, it'd be there 20 anniversary this year. I wonder if my friends know their parent's anniversary dates. I always get mummy's mixed up with the day daddy died. Both fell on the 27th. Or was it 24th? Anyway, POSITIVE THOUGHTS!
Tests are over, but we have less than 10 weeks to study for the EYEs (T4W2 starting). I'm worried, for myself, for everyone. I don't know why...
Chloe's leaving, I bet so is Dawn. Everyone's leaving, Boon I know how you feel now. Syifa already left (partially), Sabrina too although I wasn't really close to her. Ayushi's leaving, last year was awesome with her leading and such. Who else's leaving? Tell me something I do not know...
Like how you've been ignoring me? I guess so.
Dinner was awesome with you (: You make my day/night, although you didn't want to get me those earrings ): I'll just take 5 bucks from you some time (with permission of course!) and go get myself those hoops. They're pretty, you cannot help but admit. We make each other mad sometimes (quite often actually), but we have no choice but to live with one another! HAHA! I know you miss daddy too, so here's a hug Mummy!
I really love mummy, but she loves Ren Jie more - YUCK! We're going for a treetop walk on National Day, did I mention that? It's really cool because we get to walk on some suspended bridge. Mummy told me she was afraid of heights, so for that day I'm supposed to be her body guard. She went for lunch with Ms Yvonne and Ren Jie's mother (whom they call BEE) on Thursday at SingPost. Ms Yvonne loves me! I
love like her. She'll be tagging along on that day.
If you can chant ' om ah ra baza na di' 7 times every morning before you go to school, it will help you score with flying colours. You can do it in my car.
How does that help? is the question that has been going through my mind constantly since reading this SMS from mummy. I don't get religion, I never wanted one but seems like I was "forced" into it. I told mummy that I don't want to have a religion, that I wanted to be a free-thinker. She said it was alright, but religion is like a guide, makes you not feel lost in life, gives you something to believe in (No, I made the "believe in"-part up.). And when you leave the world (NOTTHINKINGABOUTITLALLALALA!) you have "somewhere to go"... Wha-?? Sister used to tell mummy that she wanted to be a...a...Baptised Buddhist (Yeah, I was surprised that Buddhist can be Baptised too! I thought Christians only). I thought that she wanted to be one because she wants to be a vegan, she wants to slim down (FAT HOPE, SLIM CHANCE! Thank you Miss Tang! - I'm kidding sister. I meant it for...me!). I told mummy that and she said no she doesn't understand, so she wanted sister to learn Dhamma first. You must be thinking if she is a baptised Buddhist now, NOT! SHE IS STILL NOT! Speaking of which...
They hate me! Well, that was really random but that thought just came to my mind. So, I have finally derived my final conclusion: The eldest gets more love. That sucks. We were talking to Mrs Lam today and she also said that! I kind of admire Chloe and kind of feel for her. It's cool that Chloe has "20 siblings", she being the youngest.
I want a younger brother, or a younger sister. But a younger brother would be nicer. Sometimes I wish mummy would get a boyfriend (YUCKYUCKYUCKYUCKYUCKITYYUCK!) and make a baby with him! Let's hope his sperms are of good quality xp (Quoting "good quality" from Mrs Foong!). Then she can ditch him, like introduce him to some other hotter 20+ chick. AND HERE COMES BABY! Yay baby sibling (: I may not be the pampered one anymore, but what the heck?
Ouch, video not finished! OOOH! The start of Leaving - Jesse McCartney - is sooo cute!! Toot-beep-boop.
Hmmm, what else? Wow, for once I am "speechless". I think I should go do math ):
Sorry to disappoint you guys again, but the video's file is too big ): Maybe I could upload it on youtube...hmmmm