17.5.08 1:24 AM
Crap.
Every thing's like crap these past week. I realise I keep postponing stuff until I cannot be bothered to even do that thin at all. I want to keep a diary but it's pretty time consuming, gosh.
The holidays are coming up soon(: Monday's Vesak Day! And yesterday evening was the Meet the parent session for Secondary 2s. Was alright. And yesterday I changed my braces. I meant to get a light-peach colour but I guess the dentist (Dr. Audry or just plain doc.) is colour blind. Noorul is. I'm going to test her one day:D It's kinda fun making her confused because she gives this
really confused look! One of a kind:D
she had them applebottom jeans, boots with the fur...People just change so much. Now I don't know who's who. I love you guys:D My mama likes you guys too! Mummy is tres observant. So proud of you, mama! You know, sometimes I wish you weren't poor in the past and get a degree. Not that you have a low IQ, you're brilliant, but I just like you to be...of higher class. It'll be nice, not having to explain the words I use. It'll make our conversations easier(: I just love talking to you:D Like in the car last night! I just couldn't stop...Am I talkative?
Is Jamie Foxx kissing Fantasia? Looks like it in that picture(: He sings weird, he has to hold on to his crotch at the beginning, I guess he was just...Unstable? Fantasia has this reeeeeeeally high pitched, witch-y voice. Oh they really did kiss, with tongue. Yep. Weird...do Westerners just tongue anyone they want to when they want to? It's complicating, the minds of the west. Oh, the song they're/he's singing is of him wanting to play naughty with her (whoever that unlucky person is...).
baby that's my body calling your name?? Huh? Okaay...
I'm so unclear now. I have no idea what to do of the future, but right now I know I have loads to do during the holidays and the projects and such ): Oooer they really
are a couple! That's sweet(:
Rachel, don't be so disturbed by it, just think...positively eh? No it isn't her nor the other one Sarah, sorry I can't help): I'm pretty much a kinda-useless person. Ok, make that very useless.
I'm not looking down on myself, but I feel like the world's looking down on me and almost everyone that I once cared for is like...going away. Wow, that's depressing.
Ouch, braces hurting riiiiight...NOW! ACK!
Anyway, Janice, want to do CIP? If you don't want to nevermind(: I'll go with Mae:D
I am not emo, am I?
Anyways, I just want to talk to SOMEONE! SOMEONE, ANYONE! Oh, Mr Sng is sick. He actually allowed us to discuss the topic of anal sex with him! I didn't know it was banned...Noorul thought it was mentioned in the textbook and he went: Wwhat kind of textbooks do you guys have? Karma Sutra?
Less than 5% of the remaining class population understood his joke, so sad): Today was the GAT test for most of my classmates - visual test. I should have taken part in IP, the essay and test and all sounds so fun(:
I realised that with braces, if I talk for too long without pausing...something happens): eek... Ahh, it's 1.45am now. It doesn't feel like a weekend):
I thought that my, our, birthday would be so crap because of you. You were wise enough to go along this Sunday. It's my, our, 14th birthday and I just want it to be...everything.
That day, unfortunately, I have CIP for my IPW. It's weird, y'know, how you act so friendly with us that day but reformed the next day. Hmm...I guess I should not even dream of being a psychologist. Boon Hui wants to be an A&E surgeon, she got inspired by some TV drama series. Pretty cool that she actually gets inspired by. I don't think I've ever gotten inspired by something before...Gotta backtrack a lil', hey! Time to dig out my diaries! Good times(: I remember, it was 70% about you! Haha, I was soooo naive then:D Awesome times, baad hair years and lousy smile with no twinkle in the eyes. Hmm.
I'm quite unsure of the rubber bands. I'm not sure which part to hook, the wire or the bracket? Should call Mimi tomorrow...ech): But hey, it helps push my lower jaw back :D Sorry mummy but I don't really want your kinda mouth):
You know, mummy, I was kinda upset and angry when you said that I only could have implants when I am 21. It kinda hurt because I thought that you weren't willing to spend money for your child, though not your only one. But then when you said because me bones were still growing, that lump disappeared. And when I asked you if I could have the drink you said no, I should not drink that kind of drink after 7pm. But I once drank it at 9pm, you didn't say anything (ok, maybe because you weren't there, but still...) and I don't see the harm. If you do not want me to drink it then just tell me, I can handle it better than listening to you spin your tall tales which are just so amazingly fake. Try to think fast and speak fast mummy. I love you(: I do so sincerely, she doesn't. She just goes ILY (pronounced eelee) and she does that to her friend more often than she does that to you. See? Love isn't all on the surface you know? Yeah, she h..ok nevermind. You love us all equally (but sister 50% more).
I'm sorry for neglecting you. I just didn't feel like facing any of your b.s. this week. I just have too much on my mind now. It's blank.

Yep, that blank.
Did I mention my heart felt gratitude to Chloe for her present? She even knew my favourite colour, which I rarely reveal since I'm more physically attracted to green(: Thanks Chloe, you're an awesome girl! My mama just loves you!
Hmm, what else? I wanted to say something but I forgot ): Headache, ouch. What to have for breakfast later? I usually feel like my teeth will all fall out if I try too hard to bite. Chewing isn't that bad if I try not to hit my teeth together.
Congratulations to Joy Priya for being voted as our 2008-2009 Head Prefect! I voted for her! YEAH! And the
other Joy in the 2008-09 Ex-co of the PC. Yeah, you better gimme my hug. She's really cute thought I don't really know her at all(: She's...I forgot xp But I do remember that Miss Begum/Begam (forgot which spelling) is the disciplinary in-charge. And everyone went "ohhhhhh", or maybe it was just our class. Our class does rock, it's just the fueds. Someone demolish it please? I suck at construction work.
I don't want to go to the cross-country on the 23rd March. Lucky Dawn gets to do Yeoman! I want to be a GG! Ok, no I don't x) Aach, and I was dreaming of a feast for breakfast tomorrow. What're you having for breakfast later? Guess I'll just stick to swiss roll and a cup of something-that-stunts-your-growth xp
FATALITY. TEEHEE.