28.4.08 7:27 PM
Sucks
Yes, today. One word: Sucks. Sort of...Kinda? I guess...I'm back to my...quite old self): I'm kinda having dinner, blogging and talking to some of my primary school friends(:
Cliques ain't nice. I agree with you Clara. But similarly, cliques are nice. So it's a big problemo ): I miss you guys, stop acting like this and come back! I'm not going to apologize because it is clearly not my fault. I think...Ok, I agree with you, life is not perfect. And to add on to it, life sucks. See? Back to my title: sucks.
Anyway, I don't want to elaborate on that. Abigail, you know I envy you guys right? And that's stupid? I think not. Still, I have you guys:D Those not in my school.
I told you that I want to change...stuff. Maybe even my identity, or
part of my identity. You're not a very good confidante, to be truthful, but it's still nicer to talk to you about it since you don't know the others at all(: Sometimes I prefer talking to guys than girls. Why do I talk to myself then?
Life's a mystery, Life's a bitch. We just gotta live it with the other unfortunate ones, a.k.a. everyone. I don't want to die, ever. But yet Life's giving the mother ship of headaches (I just randomly phrased that, I felt like using the word "mother ship"). Well, I'm a big girl now, cannot complain anymore. Move along babe(:
You're stressed, what about me? Don't cry about it, it hurts me. I just don't know how to soothe you.Yeah, he does, so what? I don't like him, jealousy takes over me quite easily. Yes, go take a book and read for an hour, you deserve it :D Just don't cry...Take anti-depressants, by all means, just don't tell me you cried. All alone. We love you, no one likes you, it doesn't matter girl(:
I saw you walk out of class with her and I ran back to the others. They stared at me. I stared back. Then when you guys were outta sight, only did I leave. How pathetic can I be? When can we be like what we used to? I don't want this to go on..
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THANKS JANICE!! YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU RIGHT? YES! THANKS FOR THE WEBSITE!! I'M READING IT NOW! NOT SO THOROUGHLY BUT READING THROUGH AND I'M GOING TO EXPERIMENT FOR THE G-STUFF WHEN IT'S LEGAL!!!!!