29.4.08 5:14 PM
Sorry
Gosh, does it have to hurt that bad? I tell you guys it doesn't matter ,and I truly meant it that time, but now...I'm really sorry! Unfortunately, I can't seem to bring myself to say it or pen it down to tell you guys. I'm not very...expressive. If I tell you online or text message you, then I would not be the least sincere, which I really am. Why does it have to be like this? I feel weird in class now. And I have to look at depressing pictures of animals (dogs and cats) squashed up in tiny cages. For once, I agree with Sean.



Those pictures are kinda making me feel worse. I want to call you, I want to write a letter to you. After all, it
is partially my fault, but as I've mentioned before, I'm not that kind of person.
Homework ): Portfolio...It just sucks. Today was no fun, without you guys. I hate acting like we don't know each other at all. Please don't roll your eyes, she does feel bad. Both of them are acting so weird and I noticed the one with the eyes keep peeking at you (she thinks I can't see but her eyes are huge...) and I think she kinda wants to attract your attention. We're a little...overboard I guess but it cannot be blamed can it?
Hey, I can't seem to stop talking about it. But everything that happened today seems to be linked back to you): See? We just love you guys soso much! I never really thought it as a clique/group, but just as good friends hanging in school. I need an anti-depressant. Mummy come home! But you won't understand...Even if my favourite song is playing I cannot bring myself to sing along...Freak):
Oooh, hamster cages - colourful ones - seem to make me smile a little(: I need a pet. Oh goodie, I feel...better? Anyways I gotta stop spilling everything out. Maybe sometimes the solution to all our problems is to keep everything in.