5.6.07 9:41 PM
Damnation...[got it out of a book] Been reading too much, really.
I keep thinking bout the scene they described to detailedly!!!
Awwmaaann!!!! Say....fuck??
UGH what is this when there's nothing!!
This referring to holiday.
Nothing referring to no excitement, fun, thrill!
What the hell!!Tell me!!WHAT THE effin' HELL?!
MAN!! I have random issues..
Anyhoos the days pass by fast..unlike the times during the
dreadful math lesson or any other lessons..Is still fun in school though..
Damnation.[again]
Because my phone is in repair and I'm not sure when will it return..
Darn it.[a different one]
Because I miss Syifa and them people..
Darnnit.
Cause I've got TONS of homework resting at the side of my desk, awaiting for my arrival say??
And friggin' shittaloadofhell my life is ruined!
Maybe since this year because I have no life...
'Cept when I'm in school.
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I said something during dinner time bout my dream, bout her dying .
Everyone chided me but luckily Mama hugged me then the water works was turned one..
Hey at least Mooma understood my situation!
No, if I dreamt that Mama died, I'd have fainted in my sleep.
It was all so real, really, that when I woke up it really was a relief to see her!
I think I cried..Or maybe not...Maybe it was still my dreams.
*
Thing is, nowadays, the books I've been reading made me think of my future..
Yeah my life...
Particularly THAT part of life [for more information just ask me..personally?not that I would tell you!!x)]
Anyways what if nothing worked out like I imagined?
At least part of it right?
Welll may not be perfect though...
Let's not worry bout this!
..
phone call...shit!
Ok done.
What's wrong with reading??Reading those kinda books??What the hell was her bleeding problem?!
At least I read!!
I read!!!Newspapers or not, who cares.
Dammit, she never seems to butt out of anything in my life...Personal or not she just wants to know!
They are just books!!
BOOKS!!
with lots of detailed descriptions...Anyways I better sleep before she pounces onto me!!
Yeah is pretty early...
I swear, man, that tomorrow I'm gonna touch some homework!!
[iN THE MORNING FROM...9~12?YEAH MAYBE...]
Going out with Shermae tomorrow to library and AMK hub...
Yeah shopping for a new wallet for me:D
At least that's ONE THING she still allows...
haissh...
[again..sorry...]
DAMNATION!!!